How i met him and how he became my boyfriend ..

I was mapling .. I met him at Forest of golem .. I wan in a party with hym .. With the same goal and that is to level .. Slowly , i ask him to be my kor as his kinder the the rest of the other maplers i known .. He provides mii with equips i nid and money when i have none ..

We train everytime together .. Actually , it was my initiative to ask his number XP .. Haha .. He actually gave mii .. From then on , every afternoon when we came back frm sku , we would always call each other and chat on the phone with each other for hours n hours .. Sounds like my bf har .. But haven yet .. Even every night , we would chat up to 12 in the midnight ..

Here's a part where i will never ever forget it .. It was 28th JAN 2008 . I just came back from school and was lieing on the mattress waiting for 4pm to come . As my brother only finish playing the computer at 4pm , thn he would pass it to me .. I was smsing wif my kor .. Oh ya , his name was Keong Sheng of course .. Nice name har .. haha .. I dunnoe y .. But i had a strange feeling for hym juz like the boy i like last time .. And i know that i love hym ..

A Brand new start ~~

Back to my blog again .. I'm off away so long .. As the person that i love last time , has finally been deleted in my mind ..

But there is a brand new start for me in relationship .. XD .. A brand new love , a brand new life and a brand new boyfriend XD

Actually , im currently having a good and caring boyfriend now .. His the best within all my boyfriend .. He makes me laugh n jokes with me .. His the BEST of the BEST boyfriend i ever had .. Guess where i met him .. Maplesea that is ..

Jealousy..

It happen like this , it was the second last day before the holiday comes ..

When i reach home my friend called me and say that the boy i love is on the bus where my friend is in .. The boy was with another girl .. This was what my friend told me , i thought that maybe he was going home together with the girl .. Although i was abit jealous , i ammit it .. But i shouldn't wronged the person without making clear of the situation first ..

Holidays..

Now it was holiday , my long awaited holiday ..

i miss him so much ..

When i am at school , even when i avoid him , i still have the chance of seeing him .. From the back or even straightly into his eyes .. But now , i am unable to do anything ..

Every night , i would miss him so much , my heart would be painful every night ..

Every night , i would tell to myself .. "When am i going to let off this burden , which had followed me since i had fallen in love with him ..??" .. This was the first time that i had thought of this question?

Every night , i would think of him , until i have fallen asleep ..

My Birthday...

On 24th Oct 2007 , was my birthday ... My best friends gave me wonderful presents...

One of my friends gave me a Pooh bear for my birthday gift ,, This bear represents the boy i love .. i would hug it every night , thinking of how i wish he was at my side , with me ..

Every single night , i would think of him , imagine him , i think i am going mad or what , maybe the love for him was too deep .. Once my friend ask me to let him go , i tried , but after one hour , i still remember of him deeply ..

It was difficult for me to forget him , i tried but i can't .. I'm so useless ..

Even when i am sleeping , i still dream of him..

On 28th Oct 2007 , at around 1am , i still can't get to sleep .. I flip left and right , left and right .. Thinking of him every seconds ..

Finally , i get to sleep .. I dreamt of him ..

Guess what i dreamt of ?? .. I dreamt of him talking to me sweetly and qorqeously .. He was steading with me .. I was hoping that the dream would not end .. Never ending .. Hoping it will happen in real life .. to me ..

This was the second time that i dreamt of him ..

Before this dream , let me tell u the dream that i dreamt of it long time ago ..

It happen like this , i was in a class , and 5 more minutes to recess ..

Ring ...ring ... the bell rang ..I went out of the class , chatting with my friends ..

We were chatting happily , when he walked past .. This dream , i woke up with jealousy ..Guess what it happens , he was chatting happily with another girl , which i don't know ... I was kinda jealous , hoping that the girl would be me ..At last , i woke up ..

This were the two dreams that i will never forget , never ever ..

Question&Answer..

Q : Does anyone know when do i cry?

A: When the boy i love is hurt..



Q : What is my greatest wish?

A : When the boy i love give me a chance



Q : When am i most happy?

A : When i am with the boy i love